This is exactly how it’s been all year for me with the opposite gender.
Almost there at the point of an established relationship and then everything came crashing down. Either I decided not to continue or the other person did.
Karma is a bitch. My “almost-relationship break ups” hurt just as much as if there was actually a relationship. What’s the worse is that I feel that guys here in OP opt out of the idea for a relationship ASAP.
Damn, is there something wrong with me? WTF am I supposed to do? In what mannerisms shall I change, oh condescending one? Become like Le Goose? Pass. Fuck that shit.
I realize that I’ll be ok now. I’m perfectly fine with my wonderful friends and oreos. Yes, lots and lots of oreos. I don’t care if I die due to high blood-sugar levels. Insulin got my back. We’re buddies. That hormone just doesn’t know that.
Ok seriously, why the hell am I relating things to Biology. Omg, my life is full of nerdiness. Mr. Campbell would be proud.
(Source: kelsey1994)
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It’s amazing how animals have evolved to protect themselves from danger.
I need to be like this Praying Manthis. I can look like something, but in actuality not be it. It would only be for the sake of protecting myself. Most of the time I am against the conformity of society and the woes of everyone around me. I’ve always been shocked at how people can seem not to care about situations. However, I must say that I admire this quality now. I find myself going through convergent evolution.
It’s the only way to inhibit furthur hurt from entering my positive energy. Ridding negative energy seems to be what I need to do.
Yes, I just went all Evolutionary Biology, Guhanian Paper 1, and New Age on your ass.
IB Hippie Swag.
(Source: shestheace)
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I love flowers, but I’ll never be able to look at another white orchid the same way again. It reminds me way too much of him.
It’s such a beautiful flower. White orchids symbolize purity and love.
How ironic it is to see that, that’s how a relationship with him would have been like.
My mind pairs objects and music with people to the point where I can’t simply appreciate the beauty of that which is created. I need to stop that.
Someone, please enroll me in “How Not To Give A Fuck 101.”
(Source: maripoon)
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I keep trying to find happiness in others.
I’ve always been searching for love. It’s funny now that I think about it.
Why have I always been so adamant about it?
My Opa has always told me to just wait. The right person is out there.
“Just wait.”
I have patience for computers, and for any other technology. I am not a very patient person when it comes to people, AND I trust too easily. This is not a good combination at all.
I guess I’m just tired of being lonely.
(Source: exvin, via exvin)
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Something about this intrigues me. I have an internal conflict with myself to be carefree or to buckle down and to plan excessively, which would lead to executing these said plans.
I can’t do the latter. I’m slowly accepting this life of not knowing what will happen.
…Of not knowing what I’m going to do or what to expect.
Maybe it’s good for me.
Stay.Optimistic.
(Source: itsstunning)
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Let the essence of flowers consume your soul and remind your spirit of journeys that will have to be made.
(via open-wide-mind)
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